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Boys of Bummer

by Jason Guy Smiley

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i probably fell too fast but you know sometimes you will honestly, you had me at everybody chill your hands feel so cold but you don't seem like a freeze and i'm over here burning up so if you need to steal some heat steal my heat been running since i was young always setting my own pace but i'll try to stay in step with you because you, oh you, you've got my favorite face once i got to know you, my soul let out a sigh said i been waiting for you for all my life i was excited to see where this might go in time but you changed your mind and never said why been running since i was young always setting my own pace but i'll try to stay in step with you because you, oh you, you've got my favorite face your kindness is killing me why you can't you just be mean? why can't you turn and run just like everyone? (if i could go back in time and warn myself i'd be careful what i wish for) been running since i was young always setting my own pace but i'll try to stay in step with you because you, you've got my favorite face this silence is killing me how could you be so mean? how could you turn and run just like everyone?
2.
i thought i died that night and heard the angels singing but i was just face down on the floor with julien in my earbuds again and now i listen at the risk of getting hurt you're the weirdest key change my life has ever heard i'm sorry i flew so near you with wings made of wax before you knew you were the sun before everything went black every hand i know is frenetically reaching out they all slip as if my grip defers as if my fingers know and my palm confirms the only hand i wanna hold right now is yours so many hours on the phone at night you made it an easy choice all of my troubles had their sound turned down every time i heard your voice but now i listen at the risk of getting hurt you're the weirdest key change my life has ever heard i'm sorry i flew so near you with wings made of wax before you knew you were the sun before everything went black every hand i know is frenetically reaching out they all slip as if my grip defer as if my fingers know and my palm confirms the only hand i wanna hold right now is yours i'm always kinda tired and i'm always kinda late so i'm always kinda sorry and i'm always kinda thinking of you and i'm always kinda thinking of you yeah i'm always kinda thinking of you
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Echo in Me 05:32
i don't wanna run anymore i don't know, maybe i do but one thing i know, i know for sure is if i'm gonna run, i wanna run with you if you catch me looking i don't mean to stare and you gotta know i'm not going anywhere and if you're feeling scared take all the time you need and if you need to let your sadness echo in me most of the time i don't know, know what to do and i'm not the strongest man you'll ever meet if i could write the words to heal the cracks in your heart to make up for the ones who wanna rip you apart if it's killin you, put what you can on me if you catch me looking i don't mean to stare and you gotta know i'm not going anywhere and if you're feeling scared take all the time you need and if you need to let your sadness echo in me i'm sorry for the way i seem to drive everyone i love to change their mind you left me here to stare at my hands and now i miss you more than i can stand if you catch me looking i don't mean to stare and you gotta know i'm not going anywhere and if you're feeling scared take all the time you need and if you need to let your sadness echo in me
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i'm just scared to let go of this sadness even if it's overdue because it breaks my heart to lose this sadness when it's all that i have left of you i swear i'll fix this somehow cause who i was just wasn't working out and if these pills make me someone else i can think of worse things to happen and when i think about the hand i'm dealt and god i don't really wanna think about all the people who walked away and then never came back again i need to give my friends a hard earned break cause i've been more than anyone should be asked to take i can't count the nights i almost drown in this flood or the times i begged for the pressure of my blood to put an end to this i swear i'll fix this somehow cause who i was just wasn't working out and if these pills make me someone else i can think of worse things to happen and when i think about the hand i'm dealt and god i don't really wanna think about all the people who walked away and then never came back again i've accepted this silence instead of your sound we fell into each other so fast we burned up before we hit the ground i swear i'll fix this somehow cause who i was just wasn't working out and if these pills make me someone else i can think of worse things to happen and when i think about the hand i'm dealt and god i don't really wanna think about all the people who walked away and then never came back again never came back again and i can see you, your brown skin shining in the sun you got your hair pulled back and those wayfarers on, baby and i can tell you, my love for you will still be strong after the boys of bummer are gone and i can tell you, this heart of mine will still remain after this god damn depression has waned

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released September 29, 2017

produced and recorded by Anthony Stubelek at Rock Studio
all guitars and vocals: Jason Guy Smiley

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